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Processor

by Nick Raymond

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1.
Something's waiting at the end of the road Something's taking me into the unknown Can't ignore the feeling that I should go So I go, oh no, no! Couldn't wait for you to finish the show I knew the end before he credits could roll Just keep pretending that it's under control And we'll try again tomorrow Something's pulling out the ground from below Telling me what I don't want to be told And I know it's for the best, but I don't care But if you were me, then you'd agree That's not fair Couldn't count on you to send me a sign I can't just wait until the stars all align Just keep on hoping one day things will be fine And we'll try again tomorrow Forget all you sorrows Try again tomorrow Yesterday is hollow Try again tomorrow Forget all your sorrows Try again tomorrow Yesterday is hollow Try again tomorrow
2.
Fallback 03:20
We calm down Long after we're supposed to be all good It's getting difficult to breathe This world ain't big enough for two people like us, So lonely It makes no sense to give up But I've never been rational So I let go Whispers of what could be Keep washing over me Fall back on me if it don't work out Call back to me, I'll be sticking around First place ain't where I'm gonna be But if you need to, fall back on me Call back to me if you're ever in doubt Fall back on me, I'll be sticking around Some things just aren't meant to be But if you need to, fall back on me Arrange your thoughts in order From most precious to ordinary Say them out loud, I promise I won't tell anyone Fall back on me if it don't work out Call back to me, I'll be sticking around First place ain't where I'm gonna be But if you need to, fall back on me Call back to me if you're ever in doubt Fall back on me, I'll be sticking around Some things just aren't meant to be But if you need to, fall back on me
3.
You See Me 03:47
When all the trails are overgrown There's nowhere left to go How will we ever find our home? Just settle in the snow I don't want to make my mind up yet I'll think a little bit harder Crystal ball won't show me shit I'll wait a little bit longer Won't you tell me what I must do next To get a little bit farther? And if I only said what you wanted Nothing that I'd say would be honest So tell me what to change, I'll get on it 'Cause I'd rather be the way you see me And when the sky is filled with clouds Smog is in the air How can we all convince ourselves That we don't gotta care? I'm not saying that I've lost my faith It's a little bit shaky Hit the gas then pump the brakes I'm a little bit crazy Won't you tell me what I need to fix Before apathy takes me? And if I only said what you wanted Nothing that I'd say would be honest So tell me what to change, I'll get on it 'Cause I'd rather be the way you see me And if I have to make one more promise It's only that I'll try to stay honest And do my best to make up our losses 'Cause I'd rather be the way you see me 'Cause I'd rather be the way you see me 'Cause I'd rather be the way you see me
4.
Corners 03:44
If I tried to please you You would just see through You can help me through I still believe you And I would replace you If I had the space to But I can't just waste you So you'll have to phase through with me The corners of the world are folding in on me The ceiling of my mind is falling to the sea If I could repay you I would not wait to I'm no good for you But I still adore you so Wish we were born new, no But I can't be forced to And I would say sorry But then you would worry Or unleash your fury Either way it's ugly for me The corners of the world are folding in on me The ceiling of my mind is falling to the sea Come fold in on me Until I cannot breathe Crash into my sea And repeat, for me How do you not realize this? Oh, how do you not see?
5.
What am I gonna do without you? All I can do is think about you The only thing I tried to tell you The way you feel is the way I felt too No longer petrified, just terrified of isolation I'll come around again, I'm praying What I'm gonna do without you... How am I gonna heal without you? Nothing feels real without you I was always trying to change you That's why I could never blame you No longer petrified, just terrified of isolation I'll come around again, I'm praying What I'm gonna do without you...
6.
Morning Sun 01:54
Morning sun, wake up Take a walk to a coffee spot Take it in, wake up This is where you belong Sometimes it may feel wrong Doubt yourself, come back strong This is where you belong Wake up, wake up Wake up! wake up!
7.
A Void 04:08
Notice when you speak nobody hears you Listening is hard when nobody sees you Scream your secrets out, god damn I want to Fill you mind with sounds, but that would bore you It took so long To realize what's wrong So we all avoid the void That we could easily destroy No, it's not our only choice But what do we know? What do we know? So do you feel the satisfaction When you realize life is a distraction? No, that makes me terrified Where is the spark? How can we get it back today? So we all avoid the void That we could easily destroy No, it's not our only choice But what do we know? And there's so much to enjoy If we drown out all the noise But we'd rather hear our voice But what do we know? So much we could enjoy, So much that we avoid Just want to take it in Just want to live again What do we know?
8.
Nightdriving 02:31
Flat on your feet it caught you by surprise I couldn't meet expectations It's hard to see what's been internalized I could've gave confirmation Nightdriving in a city where I've never been The only way that I can pretend Outrunning all the words inside my head Feeling better than I've ever been We only see just what we want to see When things get too complicated I can't fulfill your fucked up fantasy It's left me tired and jaded Nightdriving in a city where I've never been The only way that I can pretend Outrunning all the words inside my head Feeling better than I've ever been
9.
Moving Up 04:07
When I'm moving on up in the world I gotta check myself Am I just falling down in reverse? I gotta stay alert Just accept the way it is 'Cause I don't own the earth My intentions were never wrong But that don't mean I'm always right And I've been changing But slower than I'd like And I've been waiting But I'm not gratified And it's my fault, and it's alright I will stand in line Until it's my time When I'm moving along to somewhere new I gotta open my mind Can't focus on what I've left behind Don't have that kind of time Just accept the way it is It's the only answer to these problems And I've been changing But slower than I'd like And I've been waiting But I'm not gratified And it's my fault, and it's alright I will stand in line Until it's my time Cut up this moment Timing is everything Precisely focused Mind over everything Cut up this moment Timing is everything Precisely focused Mind over everything
10.
Save your breath, speak in only whispers In the end, everyone's a drifter Never meant to come across so bitter I'm still processing.... Scratch the surface and you don't see much Dig deeper and you'll wish you'd stopped Find an answer but it don't seem right So I feel confused and I stay inside Trouble's coming from a mile away You can see it straight down the line Tunnel vision and paranoia Always makes for a real good time I'm still processing.... Hold off for now You're thinking too fast and loud Shut up, sit down And see how this shit plays out Hold off for now You're thinking too fast and loud Don't give up now You've come too far to let down I'm still processing.... Once again we become beginners Every time we realize we're still sinners In the end, everything gets finished But for now, we are all still processing
11.
I slept in to the sound of the rain I guess I could complain But who would care at all If our worries are so small? And when I woke I still felt the same I took the highs with the pain And who could know at all If no one heard us call? Swallow this pill and drink up this water Hope that tomorrow you will feel better The ghosts of the past year can no longer haunt us If we don't believe in them I'd drive for hours just to find some peace of mind These days aren't too insane, but I still feel stuck sometimes I want to laugh until my guts spill out of me I want to scream until my lungs can hardly breathe And who would put up walls if they're okay after all? Swallow this pill and drink up this water Hope that tomorrow you will feel better The ghosts of the past year can no longer haunt us If we don't believe in them Swallow your pride and keep it together Maybe tomorrow you will feel better The ghosts of the past year can no longer haunt us If we don't believe in them
12.
Only met you through the speakers Never heard you speak a word The force that drives us all together When we get lonely, sad, and bored Too soon to cut the cord Moving with a rolling rhythm Never stepping out of time The glue that holds us all together When we grow distant, out of sight You throw us a lifeline If I could make a fraction of an impact as you Then I could die happy, swear to god it's true You're part of something greater than you ever knew Our favorite beat to dance along to Building something out of nothing Soundtrack to our longest drives Thirty years you stuck together The pulse that keeps us all alive You taught us to survive If I could make a fraction of an impact as you Then I could die happy, swear to god it's true You're part of something greater than you ever knew Our favorite beat to dance along to

about

This is my second full-length studio album, called Processor. This album was written and recorded over the course of five years, and at times felt impossible to complete. Musically, my goal was to create a tight collection of memorable songs that showcase a wide range of indie pop sounds and influences which have inspired me over the years, while also finding inspiration in new places for me (r&b, hyper pop, new wave, Beach Boys, etc.) Lyrically, I tended to write about my attempt to process the uncertainty, anxiety, and other feelings that might arise when trying to navigate life adjustments in one's 20s. I recorded most songs by myself with nothing but my laptop and iPhone. However, I would like to thank a couple key collaborators who helped me write, improve and/or finish certain tracks on this record - Ben Raymond (tracks 1, 4 and 9) and Wilson Plus (track 9). I hope you can find something to relate to, or maybe just vibe to, within this set of songs. Thank you for listening.

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released November 29, 2023

Nick Raymond - vocals, lyrics, songwriting, production, instrumentation, mixing/mastering, etc. on all tracks
guitar, drums and aux percussion on track 1

Ben Raymond - lead guitar, congas on track 1
background vocals on tracks 1 and 4
songwriting on tracks 4 and 9

Wilson Plus - lyrics, songwriting on track 9

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